a kind of hope

haih~><~

miss him everyday...
love him everyday...

if can really want to talk to him...
but i don't want he has a crush with me...
because...
I'm not prefect...he still can find a lot of girls outside...
so...I just want to be his company only...
or his adviser...hehe

still...I love him secret....
that feeling cant stop me...hehe
I think it weird...but it better that way...

because...
he will never know who is me...
never know I love him...
never know that I care about him...

it better for him...but...........
it is hurting my heart every time...
but I just want him to be happy with his lover...
and yet,secretly...I hope he know...

but...for his life...its better don't let him know :)