~a feeling that I can't share~

I wasn't supposed to love you,
you are just my friend.
So why do I have these feelings,
I just want them to end.

You do not feel the same way,
I know this for a fact.
But what am I supposed to do,
when these feelings keep coming back.

They will not go away,
no matter how hard I try.
But I simply cannot tell you,
I would rather break down and cry.

So I am stuck with this pointless crush,
this is so unfair.
But I can't able to tell you,
because your reaction I cannot bear.

No one knows how I feel for you,
and I hope to keep it this way.
Because I think if you found out,
you would just turn around and walk away.