feeling very empty now

feel very empty now...
just listening songs that just brought...

*thinking while crying*

my heart so much in pain...
I let my feeling caring my soul...
let it take me...float to dreamland...
have a blank stare...
I'm not myself today...

*thinking part*

why all things that belong to me...
hate me??!!
I didn't owe their something...
feels like ''Why you even born to the earth''

*crying part*

I don't know why...
I like suffering though this night...
I'm so weak...
It's very hurt...very strong emotions have controlled me...