she has gone!!!

SHE HAD GONE!!! !!!!!! FOREVER !!!!!!

baa~zaar

finally bazaar over...
so tired...plus tired...
sorry...didnt post since 2 weeks...
my broadband...hmm...'died'
by *****...

don't say that thing...skip that topic
anyway...bazaar...is OK...
buy rm20 at our stall...and
rm?? for eat...

I didn't do my job at 1-4p.m.
cause our stall close early...

bad MOOD...this day...
so many bad things happen...
my all pics at computer...delete...
my all pics at camera...format...
my laptop haven't 'warenty' yet...
my B.band is 'died'

and most IMPORTANT...my check for pay the school fees...
is MISSING !!!!!
yesterday...find it...like 5 times already...
gone mad and start to throwing things around...

SHARON n BING2~
afraid of me...went queitly...
then ask SHARON to come to UR WAY to
drinks cool(even it raining...)

then...my cold mood gone already...
and came to school like nothing happen...
TODAY...still want to find that check...

ARGHH!!!
need to going angry again...

~still LUV u as a frienz

what happen to us??!!

to the person who know I talking to...

can U comments...in this post...please...

but...if u didn't even care about this post...

the magic friendship in every dust...

is no longer to seen...

between u and me...

I hope u understand...

--somewhere there--

Somewhere out there
beneath the pale moonlight
someone's thinking of me
and loving me tonight

Somewhere out there
someone's saying a prayer
that we'll find one another
in that big somewhere out there

And eventhough I know
how very far apart we are
it helps to think we might be wishing
on the same bright star

And when the night winds
starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
it helps to think we're sleeping
underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there
if love can see us through
then we'll be together
somewhere out there
out where dreams come true

'' lost ''

Lost feeling to care
Lost sympathy to spare
Lost patience to bear
Lost sense to keep fair

Lost endurance, to follow restriction
Lost peace, to stop frustration
Lost power, to avoid attention
Lost strength, to shun aggression

Lost courage, to sacrifice
Lost kindness, to be polite
Lost temper, to keep quiet
Lost thought, to be right

Lost anger, to control
Lost opinion, to give poll
Lost desire, to keep goal
Lost myself, to have a role...

AlOnE ~~that my feelin''

It is the first...and it will be the last...

lonely...

watching the time pass with tears...

watching the laughter of friends...

but nothing watching me...

that I'm lonely in the corner...feeling missed...

feeling very despressed...

I know I'm been forgetten...no more care...

but I tell myself that its not true...

am I lying to myself ?

I hope not...

A happy me in my friends eyes...

but deep inside...

A person who always hide her feeling...hide her tears...

easy to be hurt...but didn't tell anyone...

That the true me...

the one that always day-dreaming...

about...NOTHING...

and I want to change...

but...how...

even if I change...my life still is...me...

so until leave alone behind...

leave a pain of heart...

the step I will begun...

with happiness of a new life bloom...

that a life I going to archieve...

and I will not lose it...

L-O-N-E-L-Y

the first and the last time...

that will be my memories in my life...

' SS '...y hate it??

my friend : Sklivia y u hate SS...?
me : umm...hehehe...dunno...

SS...is a wonderful thing if you know how to use it...
but I hate it...not very hate...just don't like to SS...

I better love someone that I can release her/his emotion freely...
because when we move around...talking or doing thing...
sometimes...there are hidden faces that we never seen it...

sometimes...it ugly,it beautiful...n weird...
that what human got...

I like something that are natural...
so that why I don't like SS...
because...when need to 'SS' we need to pretend...(something like that)
plus...when we see our face ugly...we might hate it...
like me...

but I didnt forbid anyone love SS...
yeah...maybe someday...I try to learn SS...
I just say 'MAYBE'...
and maybe when I SS I didnt want to pretend it...
just be natural... :D

and lastly...I proud of them who know how to SS....