~cherish my life~

MISS MY OLD FRIENDS!!!

doki~doki~
my heart is beating very fast...
extremely HAPPY...
:D :D :D

doki~doki~
that sounds of my heart...
I FALL IN YOUR SMILE

poem of love

I write your name on a piece of paper,

But accidently I threw it away.

I write your name on my hand,

But it washed away.

I wrote your name on the sand,

But the waves whispered it away.

I wrote your name on my heart,

Forever it will stay.

'',he so adorable

he cute...when he smile...
he adorable...when he talk...
he funny...all the time...

that just his front life...
his back life sound like this...

he think negative when he was sad...
he always sad when he feels bad...
he grew fake smile to live...
and try to happy and live with hope...

he the bright water in my life...
he cry...I sad...
he laugh...I happy...

sometimes...
he just want what he does...

I wish I can talk to him...
even I everday saw him...BUT...
I don't have the courage...><

wish we known better...
I don't want it be so high...
just a simple chit-chat is ok...and be his good friend...

although I love him secretly...
but I don't want it to be true...
because...I not match to him...and
I don't want to be hurt....

Besides...I want him to be happy...
and I know...even I try...we can't not be together...
that the history...

CHEER UP...

哥...不要勉强吧...

-哥-

爱情不能勉强的...
读了你的信封...我的心告诉我...
'她已经没有爱的感觉了...她不爱你了...'
她说她得不到幸福...
她该知道你尽力的改变...
可是...如果她的感觉已经死了...我不知如可救回...
可能...要靠他吧...

你很伤心的叫我帮你...
本来我不要插手的...可是...看你真么爱她...帮你一下吧...
说实话...
如果她真的答应你...再给你一次的机会...

有两种可能...

一，她要再试一试感情...不要伤对方...

二，她心勉强她自己...她逼她的爱去爱你...
我会这样说因为...那封信有一点...'恐怖'加上她sms你的信...

不管怎样...加油吧...
可是如果有一天...发生了'那种事'
不要勉强啊...可能对对方也有好处...可是会伤害啦...
你想哭就哭吧...妹接你肩膀... ^^

加油哥！！！ ^^

给你的话...''有一种爱...叫放手...''

~kyuu~

不知为什么...心里总挂着一丝沉闷的感觉...
每当'他'悄悄地离开我的时候...
那一秒开始...一种熟悉的感觉出现...
那种心痛的感觉让我觉得...

永别了...离开了...已失去了你...

不但痛...还露了一面奇怪的感觉...深深地入进我的心窝......

现在...它出现了...因为他生病而回家...
以为...能等他去那边去吃东西...
可是...当我知道他已经回家了...那一刻,那一秒开始.....
它来了...如给我一种失望的感觉......

那一晚...心很痛...很悲伤... ('',)
可能我很关心他的原应吧...不习惯他不在的时候...
感觉才 '攻击' 的... >,<
不管酱多...