hi there

Hi there...
I'm so so so sorry for not posting
or update my blog...
I didn't do it on purpose...
you see...there a hacker who hack my blogspot's account
what kind of hacker is he/she?
well...whatever...so I'm goin to delete this blog...
and if you had time...visit the other blog...

http://skyblurxlifediaryz.blogspot.com

hope you enjoy it as you enjoy it in here...bye...forever

new year's speech

Farewell 2010
We laughed, We cried.
We talked, We lied.
We Fought and we shoved.
We Yelled and we loved.
And now you must leave
but we will not grieve
we wish you well in heaven
now bring on 2011

merry christmas

oh well...

since my parents busy...

I guess its fine if I didn't get any from them...

but...

I little bit disappoint too...

and a little bit jealous at my friends...

=/
so I think I gonna buy for myself a present...

lol...

by the way

happy belated merry Christmas...

i think...=)

and happy new year

let go of you

It better to move on and let go...
It just waste of time standing at there...
you knows he never look back...
but,he just go away...

since he is in a relationship...
you just stands there and watch them...
and wishing them to be happy together...
with a stone deeply in your heart...

after realize that you can't stuck in here for long...
you move one step backward...
sooner or later you will have 'nothing'
and that time It full of pains

and now,you watching the couple with a smile...
wishing them''be happy together''...
with a energetic voice that come from your heart...
and a pleasure

you leave a piece of love in your heart...
to let it be your memorize forever...
to keep watching the boy...
but never fall in love with him...

my feeling

I want to quit this game
but I can't
It hurt when thinks about the past
and all the miracle happen
I don't want the love to end
because I afraid to forget you
but I do want to end
because I have nothing to wait for
I confuse and hurt

If could...
I wish I didn't even born...

holiday kindda boring=/

nothing to do in the holiday...
just stay in my room...
and do other stuff...like
typing blog
clean my room everyday
sleeping
do exercise
meet my friends
go hang out(my money T^T)
day dreaming
watching TV
and fighting with my brothers
lastly,the most important one is
jumping on the bad like maniac...
that my everyday routine...
THE END=D

FSN ♥

FSN rock

although they just got second place...
but they awesome!!!

WHY

I can't help it...
why I'm so like an idiot...
he not worth to cry.........was he?!

why?!
when I think about him...
It make me cry??

why?!
when I ''visit'' his page
It make me hurt...

we didn't even start yet

why...
I get this kind of pathetic feeling?

why?
when I'm have this feeling...
It's make me feel very...very...
ANNOYING!!!

friendship

though miles may lie between us
we are never far apart
for friendship it doesn't count miles
it measured by heart

♥my love♥

I'm trying hard to forget you...

I just wish you extinct in my life...

I wish it just happen as a dream...

but,I can't...because

I happy to know you...

I happy to love you...

I happy to miss you...

just one word to say...

''I love you...

I miss you...''

EVERYDAY,with no regret...^^

football tournament

although that we lose in the football tournament...(girl n boy team)
but please don't give!!!
thanks for all the support^^
to my friends and dearest teacher...
even we didn't win...
still...I'm so proud of our team...
you shows me...
''all for one and one for all'' this word...

2011 football tournament
we come!!!

thanks for making my life this cheerful...
thanks for everything...
I love J1H ping forever!!!

friendship n love

Friendship is a quiet walk in the park with the one you trust

Love is when you feel like you are the only two around

Friendship is when they gaze into your eyes and you know they care

Love is when they gaze into your eyes and it warms your heart

Friendship is being close even when you are far apart

Love is when you can still feel their hand on your heart when they are not near

Friendship is hoping that they experience the very best

Love is when you bring them the very best

Friendship occupies your mind

Love occupies your soul

Friendship is knowing that you will always try to be there when in need

Love is when you will give up everything to be at their side

Friendship is a warm smile in the winter

Love is a warming touch that sends a pulse through your heart

Friendship can survive without love

Love cannot live without friendship

luv yah

我比较喜欢默默地站在你的身边
为你加油...打气
这样的我...另每天越来越爱你...
站在那边的我...
有时会觉得很不爽...
因为...不能与你交往...
可是我没有勇气让你认识我...
所以才这样做...

没办法...这样也好...^^

during the holiday

my head is dizzy...my stomach is hurt...my body in 38 degree...
and I feel like gonna to puke...

went to the library...borrow some books...
the sickness come again(I HATE U...VIRUS)...because the library has air-con!!!
haih~=(

reading some comic book...
then makes my eye teary...why I'm so emotional,sensitive
but...I continue to cry =)

receive some message that have football practice...
OH NO...
I can't attend...but I don't want to be a lazy bug...
so practice with my old friends...
then in the middle of the game...
suddenly I fainted...X_X

feeling very empty now

feel very empty now...
just listening songs that just brought...

*thinking while crying*

my heart so much in pain...
I let my feeling caring my soul...
let it take me...float to dreamland...
have a blank stare...
I'm not myself today...

*thinking part*

why all things that belong to me...
hate me??!!
I didn't owe their something...
feels like ''Why you even born to the earth''

*crying part*

I don't know why...
I like suffering though this night...
I'm so weak...
It's very hurt...very strong emotions have controlled me...

^^

"I like to be a free spirit. Some don't like that, but that's the way I am."

I hear the wind call my name

A sound that leads me home I know the road is long

And your heart is worry Yet,I still hopping

Your heart will wait still

For as long as my melody echoes To my heart belongs......

touch in music...

He inspires me with his melody...
He makes me believe in dreams
He makes me flow with soul...
He make me think of every details in life...
He didn't care whatever it small or big...
He makes his life colourful and wonderful...
He loves all the way the world are...

and I love the way he is...
I'm very grateful to him...
and thank the lord for making him alive...
be given a heaven voice...
thank for let me know him...
the one that make me feel un-describe...
make me feel in flow with melody...
thank for everything you do...
have inspires me... thank a lot...^^

♥love♥

a distance can't echoes the very last melody

L...O....V...E

Love can fade, can break away,can be forgotten, but not replaced....‌

Kimochi tsutae ta iyo anata ni
Kono kimochi doushite kurushii no...-sigh-

ano...

anata no koto ga...
anata ga...

atashi wa anata ga...
SUKI,DAISUKI

等我放心 我才放弃

一天一天的过......
我每天都很想念你...

心终是有一丝很不甘愿的感觉......
可能...因为没见到你而不放心...

我每天都呆呆的...心也一样...
没见到你的那一天...
我人生没有了意义...空空的......

我不要这样的过我我生活...
我也不要忘记你...

因为...就是,因为...所以...不但...而却啦！！
hahaha...
没有啦...
因为...我还没有准备放手...

我心''咚咚''地响...等待明天...
我只希望...每一天的期望...不会让我失望...